Should we drown to meet?

On this bank I, 
On that bank you, 
Should we bleat? 
Or, Should we drown to meet? 

Through the flames you touch, 
And through silences I thunder, 
Should we fear? 
Or, Should we clasp? Oh! dear

This world between our world, 
It's more dark than light, 
Should we passive lye? 
Or, Should we ram into and die? 

Think, Just one.. breathe to spare, 
And then a myriad of......dots and gaps, 
Should we run back again? 
Or, sever for eternities in pain? 

On this bank I, 
On that bank you, 
Should we bleat? 
Or, Should we drown to meet?

How can I then agree?

Still invigorates me, 
The fragrance of that touch
From the pages, that you scribbled
From crysthemum
That you loved so much
That you kissed so gently
And now tied knots
forever with my words
And from the bed, you slept.
Often I see you smile and
hold my hands
In the mirror, the way you did
Seldom a night goes by, when
I dream
I sleep sound
Your bangles rhyme together
and....I wake
The intoxicating feel of your touch
runs into me
parallel to the blood, 
and the gorgeous laughter
I have treasured everything
I have with me
every feeling.....
How can I then agree? 
Why shall I then feel? 
That you are no more
That you are no where. 

Today, 
A tear dropped, 
Then tears dropped
Onto the surface of my face
Then a thousand tears dropped
Then a million tears dropped
From the flesh to the surface of the earth
And amalgamated into a river
I brought some logs
A canoe I built
Set the oar and liquid in debate
I rowed on and on
Into the endless miles of moor.

Today, 
Alone, while
Sitting under a solitary tree on horizon
Twice the world spun, 
No more I was alone, 
Thumping and thundering, 
Solitude approached, 
In thousands it reproduced
Into one, all of them fused
In another incarnation I was lead
They created a world of their own 
No flesh, No life, 
An unknown zone
Nothing but silence, I could see
Nothing but nothing, I could hear
Enshrouded life, Far and near
And in equilibrium, 
Set the pleasure and pain, 
Elected me they, to rule
the world on the other side of the door.